Our dreams, our perpetual spirit’s oxygen, keeps us alive to find beauty in life, in naked truth, in organismic cries, twinkling eyes, our oneness and the reason we seek each other. No man is an island except our minds creates the seas. Culture has twisted a shadow on our flesh. We are one body when we find ourselves. I believe we must come to embrace our bare flesh, in all its valleys and curves, before we can truly hug the spirit living within. We must be proud of our primal screams, our impulse to breathe life into our seeking joys, for they are the reasons we incarnated. Creation is more than the birth of flesh and blood, it is the naked dance between humans. That dance to expose the silent joyous longings which have been still for too long. My spirit was cast in flesh to find its own music for this waltz of life. My true melody needs the flesh of others. The more human I become, the more I am one with other striving souls. To eat a valley is to drink of the eternal, to hold pulsing muscles is to feel life in its depth, to release our seeds is to feed our spirit purpose, to hear a depth of scream is to know we can fill this universe with the endless echo of joy, to smell bodies is to know we are embracing our flesh truth. All is beautiful, even my wildest desires, nothing is dark which is not hidden. I shall hide no more. My awkwardness denies my impulse embrace of others, please reach from your depth into mine and I shall find myself and we oneness. Oneness is fully real and eternal in that moment, let not our minds seek to carve it in stone, it has touched this universe, that is its birth. I am divorced with 4 adult children. I live in Ireland but spend time in UK visiting family. I am a hungry fox who want to devour pussy, I feel I might fancy a sub type role play in my lady. I want my lady to know she is a prized sexual human, she would walk with confidence and make others want to be with her. I feel I would like to take her to swinger’s events where she would also obey her master. I want to have fun and experiment but also seek to settle in a new dimension of a relationship. How this might work would be a team shaping. I am too young in my sexual awakening to formulate too much now. However, if that special lady did appear, well maybe the spirits my call on me to awaken further. My muse may show me beyond my vision. The unknow, the unplanned, is our salvation from ourselves. Smile.