I am hoping to find a man willing to recreate what happened to me when I was younger. I was staying at an aunt and uncle's during a school holiday and one day when my aunt went out shopping I sneaked into her bedroom and stole some cash that was lying on the dresser. At which point my uncle appeared and realised what I had done ordering me to go to my bedroom and wait for him with just my vest and pants as he was going to punish me. A few moments later he appeared in my bedroom with a number of items in his hand. He sat on the bed and told me to get over his lap. He then lectured me on being dishonest. Gently at first but with increasing power he started to give me a good spanking removing my pants after a few minutes. Shortly after he started to touch me in places nobody had ever done before and then continued to spank me very firmly. After ten minutes or so he told me to get up and kneel on the bed, I then heard the metal clasp on his trouser belt hit the floor as he stated to use his finger on me with what I later found out was Vaseline which he used as a lubricant. I think he was going to do other things with me but just then we both heard my aunt's car draw up on the gravel driveway and he hurriedly left the room. For some years I have wondered what he was going to do to me but until now I have taken no steps to see whether I can relive the experience with an experienced gay person willing to teach me the ins and outs as it were. I need at guy who us at least 50 years old, the older the better. He must be quite a large person and be prepared to treat me gently as anything that might happen will be a new experience for me..